Complicated and indescribable life

It was almost like coming fire out of water for those who are known to me when I shared about my marital affairs because it sounded totally out of their expectation.  I had made up my mind not to get married till my graduation and for few years after, but after reaching to Sherubtse, a damsel named as “cheche” to her parents forcibly struck my heart with great thrust. Since then I tried every possible means to win her heart which I ultimately succeeded. Now, we are happy to share our sorrow and happiness together which as a partner for life, it is a must.   I do not have slightest regret from loving and marrying you rather I am very much pleased to have you as my life-long partner. You came to my life as a boon and to partner me to tread on the winding and thorny paths of my life. 

 I just can’t live without you and my loving daughter. We met and shared our emotions with  smile and the days and even the years passed unimaginably so fast and now it is more than four years that we have shared our life together. Still we have miles to go and lots to achieve with our collaborative efforts provided everything go as expected and no unforeseen circumstances overlook us. Our togetherness was not very financially sound and it would remain so for foreseeable future but was emotionally very strong and bonded. We have lived up to the expectations of our loving parents and we owe unfathomably to them for their untiring efforts to make us what we are today.  Nevertheless your emotional support has tremendously boosted my confidence and was source of inspiration which I hope to have it unconditionally hereafter too. 

We have had good amount of verbal scuffles and misunderstandings, often shouting at each other at the peak of our voices which often hurts the sentiments and pierce each other’s heart nonetheless, deep down we always have soft corner within.  Such things are common between two hearts that share both happiness and sorrow together because I do believe in an adage “true love never runs smooth”.  Thank you Cheche for your motherly care to my daughter and hope you will be good mother to her ever as you always did.

To my dearly loving daughter, I may not be your perfect father and good at parenting but I assure you my support and fatherly guidance to do better than myself and make your life as meaningful as possible. I only long to see you grow, be a good daughter to your parents, get yourself educated and one day become a dedicated, committed and respected citizen of the country. Besides her everyday motherly love showered upon you, the birth pang your loving mother endured perseveringly itself is a sufficient indication of how thankful you should be to your mother. Having said that, your mummy is equally valuable for nurturing and upbringing you so as to make your stand equal to your counterparts.

I know how much imperfect and lazy I am but what to do I am just that way. “A leopard cannot really change its spot”. I try to be the best but uncountably for a good number of times, I was rude and spoke many things that potentially hurt you. Sorry for that and do forgive me. For all these years, you were so caring and considerate but sometimes as rude as I am. When we were single, we saw couples enjoy and now when we are couples, we see singles enjoy, life is really complicated, inexplicable and hard to describe and intricately woven in the unending worldly entanglements. Nevertheless, we are a happy and a dedicated partner to each other. I am committed to stand and live to my standard in word and spirit.

With each passing day, month and year, you will only become dearer to me and our daughter has further cemented our relation and gave us the confidence and inspiration to live our lives. From our togetherness for all these years, I have learned to be a better human being and candidly, 18 years of schooling has neither taught me nor my parents but you did it. Thanks for that. I have no words to say but to seriously admit that my life will remain incomplete without both of you. I LOVE YOU and WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART.